I'm still exhausted, but I actually feel a bit better, now.
I really like listening to music, especially while doing art.
I don't have to be the new bad guy in their happily ever after, plus they deserve their new found happiness, I won't concern myself with their lives anymore, I will not ruin a good thing for someone else.
Typing this here, actully is making me feel even better, is that good? I still don't know but a wieght on my shoulders is definitely lifting, it's very nice.
Maybe I should do this more often, i don't know, we'll have to see how things go.
All I do know for sure, is that I wish them both happiness in their relationship.
Another thing I know is that I am kinda hungry, i guess my stomach has it's own demands too.